Jasmine Lim Tze Huan, ♥ AngTengXiang
Eighteen, SixteenJanuary
SixFebruary2010, One.Year Four.Month

: Dearest Hubby February Six Meijin Zinc Daz Jack
: Amy Esther Justine Joel Jiazheng Karine TeckLee

I love the purse dearest brought for me! It green you see ♥


Tonight is another night need early sleep )': Shag, i'm so bloody tired now.
I felt like sleeping now, ohmy ohmy !
Currently at dearest's house, and he playing his psp from afternoon till now .

Today had my netball training from 8.15am till 11am plus ? Didn't notice the time.
i'm like fucking weak today T.T After running 6 rounds i felt like vomiting -_-
No energy after that warm up head, body, hand and leg LOL !
Today training overall was good other than the 6 rounds "_" seriously want my life mans !

Haaaa, my finger got twisted and it aching till now (Sobsob D': )
My lip a hour ago just bleed now doesn't have already ! LOL and so many blueblack all around my body !
Kays, update till here my brain going to lack of wordys to write le (l:)

Sometime i really wonder, why my parent must be so traditional.
Why they must make till me don't like them lehs T.T ! Feeling so shag about my family, sigh!

Baby dearest ♥, i need you. There never once moment i can live without you!

Enjoyed my day with dearest ♥ I'm so pretty much happy today ! (WideSmile :D)
It really been a long time since i had all these time with dearest.
Ever since we went ite, we didn't have time for each other.. When i went to find him he either playing game or sleeping.

I love the feeling he hug me tightly and not all his game "__"
I love him concentrating on me yet not on other things that aren't related to me.
I love him whole day his eye is only at me, not playing games !
I love him smiling me whole day and not keep on saying i'm in fault because knowing i'm in wrong it really hurts )':
Yet today i know something, i really don't like he saying other girls or looking at them ! (frown ]:)



After long trip of lrt then mrt (: Reach Changi Airport, didn't notice the time.
Cause i enjoyed the time on train with dearest, listen song together and laughing together hahaa ♥

I always prefer doing things together and not singlehandedly
Dearest, there nothing i can say to you yet only i love you and i'm sorry.
I'm sorry for being so weak, I'm sorry for hurting you. I love you, i never would want to leave you even you chase me aways cause i believe your love would be forever yet i'm still scare cause i don't know the future whatever things must happen. So give me hope, don't kill them.
I'm happy today yet i hope it doesn't stop here or only for today because you want to makeup the times for before.



Haaa, we both look so cute LOL! Kays, i love the long escalator because i'm able to hug you and you hugging me for long ^_^ heee !
After all the walking around changi from Terminal3 to Terminal1 then back to Terminal3 :D




We try a meal at POPEYES today, which dearest from starting always pronouce as POPOYO LOL! *_* See the spelling difference ? Hahaaa, how smart of him to use this way to make me laugh (:
Okays brought a 2 piece chicken meal, share with dearest ♥
It was bloody expensive i don't know why ? Yet it lost to KFC, KFC taste so much better :D Crispy yay !
Okays, i have post enough yeah? Yearn for more photos please go facebook and stalk (: hahaa !
Lastly i will end this post with a beautiful, cute, wonderful and best photo ever ♥




Dearest, i love you ♥ Can i ask for more and more days like this ? :[
I love today, properly the best day after so long yeahs? (: Muacks, imissyou now ?
Can't wait tomorrow spend time with you yeah?

♥


Deleted my previous post of the day )':
Don't like emo post you know, will be trying everyday post happy .
I'm quite happy after crying so much.
Today reach home around noon, bathed and went out again. Came to find dearest till now (:
Going home soon, :D

I love my dearest, yet i'm trying to control myself not controlling and complaining.
Doesn't want to be selfish and stop him from doing the things he want.
Okays uhs, tomorrow update again (:
Going out with dearest tomorrow to changi ^-^

Felt so depress in the afternoon, tears can't stop rolling down.
Who doesn't want to happy, yet for me being happy depend on dearest. Everything of what he do make my mood.
For now i'm feeling better, hahaa.
Yay, i miss my dearie a lot ! Tomorrow i'm going to spend time with him ^-^

Iloveyou, my hearts still feel a lot a lot endless feeling for you


What a tiring day for me T.T ! Friday another round, zomg !
Today freaking sleep for 2 hours only and wake up for netball. Sometime my passion really is greater than my tiredness.

New coach came, and whatthef is a coach ? Should be understand each of the players in the team.
Nevermind, this friday I'm joining the senior for good (: Zzzz, don't want say le. Still my girls is still better than ITE one LOL!
Say till this, all of netball girls went poly yet i'm at a fcking ite ... I felt disgrace LOL!
2 years, babes wait for me alright ? (: I would join you all, pinky-hanky ! hahaa

After netball, find dearest and went down to east coast for class bbq.
Busy the whole afternoon even till night -_- Whatthehell, machime robot like that.
Dearest i'm sorry ask you to come with me end up doing works for my class )': Sayang!
I love my boyfriend, the guy that wannabe my husband in few years time ^-^
Dearest remember what you promise me, guarantee me today at the sea side!
You said i would have the day that can take photos together like those two couple at the beach ♥
You make me settle my heart, and clear my worries. Yet i'm still scare that before that happen you will stop loving me )':
hahaa, no matter i love you. Really, truly from my heart ♥
Dearest, my wannabe husband (: Don't ever leave me, this the only things i'm scare.
You never know, if you leave my life will be ruin. Hahaa, see i love you a lot right?
Whenever i thought about what will happen if you leave me. I can't help it crys.. I'm weak and i need you ):
Haaa, ILOVEYOU MUACKS!

I love this kind of outing, yet i love most is outing only with dearest ♥


Heees, back to updating wow 2 more minutes to 12am !
Today wake up 8 plus in the morning -_- nightmares, whatthehell.
Anyways, afternoon went swimming with my brother ^-^
Then went plaza kopitiam for chickenrice (: Bubbletea and homed.

2.30pm meet ryan at bukitpanjang lrt and walked to dearest's house.
They will watching paranormal activity 2 ♥
Around 5 plus, dearest and i bring xiao poh went bukitpanjangplaza (:
We look like young parent seriously, maybe because xiaopoh look so much like dearest. Hahaa!
Somemore love the way you call me mummy, yet im scare have BTK -_- ... Then that time you doesn't understand walk faster and doesn't wait at all ... At that point my mood some how ruin.

Whatever (-_-)-'- I'm felt useless and suck ! I'm thinking when i can be your perfect girl..
I'm becoming girly -_- eeks ! But i'm waiting you become mature and man. Haaa, thinking a mature and childish personality add together guess you will be very cute.
yup, at night watched 'The last exorcism' I'm pretty disgusted by the demon T.T
Went bukitpanjangplaza after watching, brought my monthly needs )': Girls waste money only, they monthly need -_-
Homed, hahaa. I badly want the greeny purse in minitoon D'; Hahaa!
I'm so starting to get so crazy over GREEENY ♥ Then dearest is pink color, ohmygod so un-man LOL!

Alright, im talking on phone with my dearest dearie laogong ♥
My gastric started to cramping up, felt so uncomfortable !
Update till here, tomorrow i'm going out to pay my class bbq stuff ^-^ !
Nighty, !

Somehow i look so cute looking, but i don't feel much that you saying me cute )':


Hee, now at dearest's house ^-^ blogging.
Poor laogong )': he feeling pain yet there nothing i can do T.T i suck mans!
Anyways, today 8am plus came to dearest's house and ryan is freaking early can LOL
I had fun today with dearest, zinc, samsam and ryan ^-^
Went sentosa with them, althought it keep on raining and raining today. Yet i totally had fun :D
Thanks, i want to feel so love so love. But maybe i have been shutting myself off you )':
Shutting myself from getting love from you, shutting myself totally from you.
That maybe because the main reason that i offer feel not happy suddenly !

Hees, update abit now (:
Now at dearest's house with ryan, haaa!
Just finish watching 1 and a half a horror movie, I want to rent exorism and watch ^^
Kays lah, now using ryan's iPad to update. Going home le !

There a saying that the place where the sky and sea met, is a place of peace and happiness.


Hey, had a amazing wonderful day today (: Had only 2 hours of sleep yet can endure whole day. Say me pro okays !
Woke up as early as 7am in the morning. Yet the cooling breeze make me shiver.
Changed and lazy around before going for the petir park opening ceremony
Went over there it raining not heavily yet enough to stop people from going on their own activities.
Shall not say much, all these will be represent by photos ^^



I'm doing the sales of tickets

Before and after raining

I find those children so cute ^^


After this event walk to dearest's house, which im already damn freaking tired le .
Reach le no people open door for me (T.T) Wait for xiaopoh wakeup and he help me open gate.
While at dearest's house, laogong was playing his minecraft then i fall asleep on his butt LOL!
Wakeup and waiting to go east coast ^^ Had subway, i love cold cut trio <3 Yumms :D
Then had fun riding bicycle with zinc and dearest (: All along east coast park, hahaa ^^

Let go pinic on this week Saturday, perhaps sentosa !?
Haaa ♥
I shall go sleep now, pity tired now >:/

Wonder how long does my smile can be on my face.


Back to update ^^ Again, im not exactly happy. Why fucking everytime night im always not happy -'-
Whatever, wakeup as early as 8 this morning yet carry on lazying on bed till 9am plus.
Went to bath and stuff (: Everything done around 11am plus, went over to dearest's house.
Actually today plan to go changi airport in the end never hahaa. Stay at dearest's house rot whole day..
Quite a lot of time happily thought going out in the end stay at home LOL
Nevermind (:
I'm so tired now LOL ! And i feel so dirty, not in term of never bath and stuff..
I'm evil so when i say i'm happy about japan earth quake you thought i'm happy about the people dying?
Guess i'm like this of how you think LOL.
Perhaps you angry, i insulted the country you love. But im not that evil, i won't be happy about people dying.
I'm happy only because japan's country will be affected greatly..
Nevermind, perhaps im thinking too much hahaa nighty ! haaa.

Let go back to the times where we the sweetest and happiest!


I'm going to bed after finish posting this post.
This post tried not to use any smiley face cause my mood isn't that happen also.
I'm not in a good mood, no good ):
I'm getting alone well with my classmate, think through whole night.
Should continue stay in this course, i want poly life. Ya, whatever i say in 2010 is right yet to me now.
It doesn't matter whether go i get into poly with a course of my interest. It doesn't matter already.
I hate ite though, yet i can get good friends in ite. I just don't like studying in ite, for now im trying to catch up with my poor attendance.
I don't want to get debar from examination! Poly is my aim yet i can't withstand my craving for having fun and not serious in school work.

Enough regretting, i see through it. Poly and money is the most important things for me now.
I need these both badly now.
After so long, still want to keep everything to myself. I doesn't want to saying it out hurting you yet in the end i get hurt also.
So keeping within myself hurting myself is the best !
I'm admit, sometime i walk off hoping you to chase after me is because i'm afraid,
I doesn't want to the one staying by your side only.
I need to know you need me also, not by just say you miss me till you cry. I know you miss me yet i isn't you.
I don't know how you think, i don't know how you feel, i don't know how long you can love me, i don't know, i really don't know..
I need your action to prove yet when i was hoping inside myself that you will do these but just because i say don't need you don't do..
Does it mean if one day i'm really leaving i say don't bother chasing me mean you really won't ask me to stay..
You never know how scare i'm, the longer we being together the more you don't care about me, the more i'm like being cast aside.. The more you won't do things unless i told you.

I don't want, i don't accept your saying of we been together for so long so close already so that why never did as much as before.
If it like this why am i still trying so hard, so hard to be a girlfriend you want, so hard fulfilling yout wish...
Why i'm feeling only me, it only me, I feel unsecure.
How bad i feeling like crying after our first year first month.. You even forget, you joke around yet im not.
I take everything between us seriously, okays. Not i doesn't want to tell things to you face to face, im just couldn't bear cause looking at you i wouldn't bear to hurt you, don't bear to trouble you.
So you know nothing, im not blaming you. It just my heart feel so empty.
Is it that tiring to try a bit more telling me things. Im not that difficult to talk with, it only you want to do it a not ..
You never know sometime your laughter hurts me also.. hahaa, you know how bad im crying while typing all these ? It hurt, i just wished my heart stop.

hahaa, okays uhs try guessing what i written in the big white space on top! It a secret okays!(: Done posting! Off to sleep, hope i doesn't have pluffy eyes tomorrow

Because of dearest, i have more brothers and sister ^^


Hahaa, now in school. Been reading dearest past posting ^^
Had a lot of memories back, realise since from the starting dearest have been telling me to drink plenty of water.
This the only things that he did not change and the things he changed a lot is, dearest has been loving me more and more (:

Thinking back, from our first month till now one year and one month ♥
Dearest confess that he will quite smoking for me. He make this promise before we officially together .
Haaa, remember how he ask me for stead, remember how stupily he want to suffer with me. Remembering how you say that you wouldn't bear to angry with me yet now it doesn't seem to be, you get angry with me when i doesn't listen to you T.T I'm scare of you! LOL!
Remember you use to update your blog a lot and now you are not )': Only left me updating, you this lazy frog, hmph !
Somehow i miss you sweet talking me ? LOL!

Dearest, hahaa. I post a lot of things about you uhs ^^ i love you no matter how ugly you become, how fat you turn, how bad your temper is going to be. I'm still going to stay by your side ^^ Iloveyou, tiamo ♥
The happiness, sweetnes and life i have now is what you given me (: I love totally, i love saving money together to go oversea together, i love you hugging me to sleep, i love you ask me to go drink water, i love you nagging me about everyday life, i love asking you question over and over again, i love you saying the answer i know and you repeat it again, i love you kissing me, i love you hugging me, i love you caring me, i love you taking picture with me, i love you sharing food with me althought you eat nore than me, i love you everytime running to me (: and and i hate you play pokemon, don't care me

Hahaa, kays lahs ^^ Meeting up with dearest after my school end ? ♥
Going jogging with him tonight ? ^^ But going to studies about my internet working and complete the assignment of dwa -_-"
Gosh, i seriously quite fuckedup with me parent. I really want to have a proper talk with them yet i doesn't want to! -'- They are being so fuckedup lahs, cannot tahan they all. Nabei, i'm already eighteen, HELLOS ! I need to have me privacy and freedom and ofcourse i know what to do! Can you all stop being so ass and always stick your butt into my matters.

Kays kays, i have update much ^^ No matter what i love my dearest the most! Muacks, he mine no girl snatch him if not 杀无色 我爱你！

Happy 13th Month Dearest, this is our first month after our first year <3
Dearest, thanks this one years we been thru so many big and small fight, been thru all kind of fucking rubbise.
I love you, dearest ♥ Muacks !

Alright, today went out with dearest, jiazheng, fuxiang, eric and joel ^^
Went bukit batok csc for pool ! Yup, enjoyed. Thanks !
Today just realise i have a lot of thing wanna to do. But ofcourse first of all things, im going to get a job first ^^!
Alright, alright. I will update the next time (: Rewatching 终极三国 now ^^V

Oh gees -o- know what ? I feel like changing my blogskin again
yesterday went running with zinc, smasam and papa ^^
Run only one round yet it damn tiring for me already, die man die! Like that my stamina for netball also will GG.
After one round was there talking with zinc and samsam got ignore by us LOL!
inc, be strong on your ground. Train yourself not to cry so easily, i was once like you. Yet i manage to overcome it ^^ So can you one, jiayous!
Sian, netball training wll be reschedule )': Suddenly felt my life turn black and white! Zomg, i miss playing netball kays like only 1 week only o.o !!
Comment; laopo, dont have netball still got me ah ;D

Today went marina square ^^ Went over there window shopping somehow i won't thirst for buying anything yet.
But it piles up my wishlist guess i need plenty of money to fulfill T.T
Sad sia uhs ! Now days im trying to find things entertain myself yet once think i got no money directly sian diao luhs )':

Edited: Halo~ My name is ang ku kueh (: i am jar-ar-mi laoqonq.. Nice 2 meet you all reader ;d

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