Hehs, no time posting. My life now is up and down )': Down because no time forlaogong, quarrel with him and pimples -_- Ass, good is i love working (: money money $.$
Now pass 12am cousin's 100th days )': I miss him a lot a lot, 100 days without him updating his facebook, without him around for me to ask question. Can you come back ? I miss you, what you done in your past life that god want to take you aways so fast and so young.
Anyways later morning after going to see my cousin, gonna meet up withlaogong♥ for lunch. Then going off to work, today went sentosa to book my chalet :D I can't wait for it, 28 days more (: Ohmygod, i get nervous whenever i think of it )': Faster come faster come, I want spend it with laogong♥
Just realise im not that pretty, the world is so big im sure 90% of the ladies all prettier than me )': My confidence totally hit down to the bottom till there a endless hole at the bottom that cannot be cure. Realise as relationship pass on, people also change. Changed till the person we wasn't first known, even point that are good are changed but of course bad point has improved also. But the original is always the best, i love before and not after. Cause no matter how bad you are before i still love.
I'm immature, I'm xiaoqi, I'm a bad girlfriend, I'm useless, I'm not pretty, I'm not good enough for you. My self-esteem totally hit the rock, and it hit hard into it. Repairing will never be easy for it, hahaa :D Never mind slowly bahs. But laogong, sometime don't lie to me. You being biased is lying to me. I know clearly how i look even i wanted you to say im pretty but i don't want you to be biased cause it lie, it never truth. Hahaa, just tell me the truth even it really painful to take it. But soon will gone numb cause i know it the truth :D Your words all just had so much power to depend for me to rise or drop and your word is important to me .
Alright alright, i'm going to sleep. Tomorrow wake up early and afternoon had to work till 6.30 >:0