Jasmine Lim Tze Huan, ♥ AngTengXiang
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Today had my last second day of O's level :D
My days recently is really up and down.. i don't know why, just can't be smooth for a few week.
Don't say few week even one week also very hard.. After prom going buried myself in works and works.
Keep myself busy (: But only free myself when there happiness. Yeah, maybe running aways from all the things.
But already enough, i don't know i can hold my only little happiness for how long but i only know no matter how hard is it i will continue, hahaa

Still trying hard, the fear of my father rejecting is getting more but no one understand. Can't help they don't get born in this family.
But if korkor still around he understand my fear, he bring me out to clear it hahaa.
How i miss that, no one does that already.
Nevermind should learn to be independent, learn how to take fear, learn how to accept others.
Im learning to be content with what i have as long as now i don't lose another can le.
Being content consider of not being jealous, not asking too much, being happy with what i have.
No matter what i do in a relationship it always both party get the same thing.
But now i choosing to escape and not facing anymore but this make both part hurts.
Tears don't cure it make people more hurt only, im just waiting when is the tears of joys coming :D

Hahaa, last day of O's on friday, ohmygod
Kays lahs, i wish to be alone till i can settle my own heart within.

Bi sorry i know im selfish. I don't mind but you are my other fear, you know that ?
Till now the only fear i don't dare to face up is you, fear of losing, fear of quarrelling with you, fear of your hurting words and acting..
For you i dare to face my other fear.. im .. sorry

Designer: Jasmine Lim :D
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