Jasmine Lim Tze Huan, ♥ AngTengXiang
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Whoo, i been studying for freaking one whole day. Now my head is spinning -_-
So take a rest by coming to blog(: Serve me right only know how to play now have no time to rest but to chiong my studies.
Im feeling quite tired, tomorrow morning im having a socialstudies paper and afternoon a Fnn -_-
God damn it, this two paper need a lot of studies. My throat getting sore also .. 8 hours sitting on the same place is a torture for me

Yesterday went swimming at Jurong East with baby, samsam and eric :D Yea, had fun !
At night went to watch MegaMind at lot 1 :D Reach home at 1am >.<

Recently i just can't find anytime to talk to you truly. Either you sleeping, too tired, moodswing, playing game or whatever. There is always things stopping me from having this time from you. Still remembering you say don't need it but i need it.
Cause it the only time i get to tell you my feeling totally, thru fights and normal times i never will be able to express it all out.
I don't know, studies i totally have no hope for passing already. I already have plan for retaking O's as a private candidate.
Genda was right, i agree i wasn't the same as before after going into a relationship.
But i really wanted to change to make you more happy being with me, to make you love me more.
Do you know whatever you hope in my is the opposite character of mine. I try my best to meet up too your expectation but your expectation is always high.
I always manage to reach the previous expectation but your new expectation is even higher than last time de.
Recently i totally feel nothing from both of us. Yes we do things what couple do but i totally feel nothing out from it. This feeling gone for months, that why im so abnormal.
Never wanted to say it scare you will say i ask for a lot. Nevermind continue being happy :D
Hahaa, there time in between whether im have a fake smile or really smiling because im happy ?
Hahaa, tired to smile when you throw your temper that the fake smile. Saying it not hurt but infact it hurt like im dying.
Guess my hearts and feeling is getting use already. Being it really tough for me to do that.
Seriously i want to find someone and ask why there so much problem between us. I know now mostly it from me.
I created those problem making you flare up, sad, fuckedup. Im really dumb but trying to be clever already.

Kays lahs kays lahs, im not negative already (: Actually wanted to tell you all this long time ago but couldn't find the time for it. Got time but you spend it in game and computer.
Hahaa, i don't want to use blog to make my feeling better. But still im improving (: Now you should know why alone i being so negative.
But seriously my heart hurt everyday, it just feel the pain, you already getting less and less caring to me for this few weeks.
Nevermind :D Im okays now, hahaa no matter what i love you baby ♥
Back to studies le, hehs

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