Last posting for the week, next week not going to update i guess but still if have time i will update (: Tomorrow having my Science Physic Paper 2 but im here blogging, facebooking and listening to songs
Seriously i don't know why was i feeling like this just after a video i watch -_- ya, perhaps it my low self-confidence bahs. My mind is clear now, nothing i know clearly what i feel and what i want.
Till now i know how hard is to keep myself happy everyday. I can't be like yesterday so happy and keep on laughing, there is always things don't allow me to do so. Yea now i know what kill my happiness and positive. Jealousy and hatred is major and affect me the most of all. Sometime i hoped my jealousy wasn't so strong and i wasn't that possessive. It kill my mood a lot, so at time i tend to change of mood. Jealousy make me have low self-confident and hatred make me look ugly, i only think of having revenge no matter what. Hais, totally cries in despair. Reminding me of thinking back to the past, the fight we hads the mistake i done and repeat and the things you do.
Hahaa, but still don't feel as negative as before but my venomous mind is stronger than before. I seem not like that good, now i thinking of more evil stuff. ohmygod i suspect i got possessed. Anyways 飛輪海 got new album ohmygod their 心疼妳的心疼, i love this song (: Oh, i agree their lyrics totally ! it match my thinking and feeling totally.
如果說後悔可以殺一個人我已經為妳死掉 多少次了呢
心疼妳的心疼 想緊緊把妳抱著去彌補從前所有不完整
再也不會讓妳受傷了我已完全明白愛能教人心多疼
♥ ohmygod :D okaysokays, going to offline le. update once i have mood and time ! Nights!