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#06

Wednesday, October 20, 2010 @ 10:34 PM



Hahs, guess won't be updating my blog too often till Nov 12
O's level starting tomorrow, i feel quite stress out. But thanks to baby, my stress level wasn't that high now :D

Today went to baibai with baby, pray hope she bless me that i can pass my O's
I know i didn't study really hard these few months, i was busy playing and going out that why i would hope my wish will come true.
Im scare if i fail, my parent would have bad impression of baby. I don't want )':
I would kill myself 100 times with a knife and still don't think it enough.
Perhaps it was me that giving my ownself plenty of stress, but all i want is i don't want my parent to think bad about baby.

He the guy i love, the guy i want to be with, the guy i cannot lose, the guy i worked hard for, the guy i want my whole family to know, the guy that mean a lot to me and the only guy that have the right to take away my life and my heart
You know what i want now ?
I want my O's level pass, i want you to hug me to sleep, i want you to come my house, i want to spend endless time and nights with you, i want to keep on holding your hand and never let go, i want to buy plenty of couples things with you, i want to spend countless of happy moments with you, i want to keep on saying iloveyou to you, i want you to totally become my life, i want to take plenty of nicenice photos and all i want is you !

Whatever i say i really mean it )': I want you, if there no you i rather to be a living dead.
You my life, you my heart and my everything. Lose you im like suiciding.
Sometime when we don't talk to each other, i fear of quarreling with you im really scare, i never know what if the next quarrel come your feeling will fade, you will love me less or you will become colder to me.
I really scare till im really cries now when i think of it.
Everytime we say and promise to each other we won't quarrel but it always happen.
Why everytime we quarrel both of us are so stubborn and wanted to win so much, but guess i need to learn to be less stubborn and always be the first one to give in.
Sometime i really hate my character, im like a different person when im happy and when we quarrel.

I was looking thru ryan and his stead photos, somehow im jealous and envy them.
They look so happy, they don't fight often. And the girl is so much auto and initiative than me.
When the times pass we can't go back to that period even we really regretted so much that time we never do something we should.
This is how i feel, i never did much as a girlfriend will do when i started to be with baby.
I have so much regretted now, i always never do those things i needed to do and something obviously i know it in my heart i must do but i choose to ignore it

Seriously i envy those couple that are good but there times i hate them also -.-
I hate them being so lovely, i hate them being so like a girlfriend to their boyfriend, i hate them that they know what to do with each other, i hate them they always know what the right things to do, i hate them that their happy time seem to be more than me, i hate them that they do not quarrel as often as us, i hate them cause they make me jealous and envy.
I don't want to jealous and envy them and i really hope i can don't but sometime i just fail to do it as i always choose the wrong things to do.

Don't know why i cries when writing this post, my heart just don't feel good.
I don't know why maybe recently haven been enjoying much with baby, other than spending time, playing dota, talking to him. We haven been going out and play much and maybe it like this i didn't feel much love ?
I don't know, i don't feel much love. hahaa, or i have been asking too much already as he is always giving me ? i don't know, i don't have answer to this.
The only time i really feel love recently is that time when we watching dvd, you was hugging me and i went to sleep and wake up see you still awake and still hugging me.
I feel a lot love that time, hahaa. Wonder when i can have this love again ? After Nov 12 ? Maybe bahs, hahaa

Alright, gonna stop posting. Im like written a composition already LOL!
Okays okays, end here. Gonna continuing to study biology ! Hahaa, good luck jasmine.
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