Seriously i have no more energy to hold on to my O's level I want to fail it, i want to give it up I don't want to take anymore i really cannot take it anymore. Ahs -'- fck stop giving me stress asking me to pass my O's I can't mean can't, i don't even want to try cause i scare i try le also won't pass. FCK lahs, flare up. Giving my O's level up already, not going to work hard i can just throw my book aways.
Sorry bi, i really can't take your hope. Im mentally tired really tired already. There no more energy i can hold on to myself and carry on. This saturday I really wanted to overnight but possibility not high also, so if im not overnight im not going already. I need to rest, i want to cut off contact from everything and everyone. So if i not going, don't bother to contact me that day. Cause you can't contact dao me ! Im tired really i feel so lonely, no one understand ? I don't even want to approach my boyfriend. He so tired from him work already, he has so much hope for me. I really scare i will make you moody or what. Ahs guess i go sleep early, fcking mood. it not nice -'-