♥ This the girl that angtengxiang love the most :D ! Yet he keep scolding her ):
Yeahs, time pass fast. Now is already thursday of this week, soon will be monday. Okays, i'm like waiting for the episode like mad dog ): Sucha nice drama ♥ Thought of today going out with dearest to walk walk, in the end stay at home sleep. >.<'' Nevermind, gonna plan my next week with plenty of outing. Going out with ryan, amos, afiq blah blah blahs :D But ofcourse mine baby love also ♥ Come on, who would want to spend the whole holiday at home doing nothing or just sleeping or using computer ? Confirm not me ^-^ It only the money that holding me backs ): Gonna get a job sooner or later, like seriously working in sentosa like never once get out of mine mind. So much love for sentosa, it just the money needed to spend over there is like twice the price of outside. >.<'''
Lovely, tomorrow going out with my mother and xiaoyi :D Alright, mine dummy love is sleeping beside me grinding his teeth LOL! Okays, shall stop posting nahs :D
Oh yeahs ! :D Keep blog hopping, but couldn't blog hop to the blogs i wants to see :/ Today nothing special, just accompany my dearest whole day. But he spend it mostly sleeping ! >.< Okays, my sleeping time has totally changed. Become irregular >.< ! Baobei is soooo cute nahs. Somehow deeply in me i wanted to go out with you yet no money too . Perhaps add a bit of sian, thought back from genting the rest of money we could go out walk walk and play but >:/ Become your expansion pack T.T Hahaaa, nevermind (:
Have a proper update (: My lovely domo-kun, handsome and cute right ? (^-^) Stayed at home today, missed my dearest a lot a lot (: ! Anyways i had stingrays, baby isn't here to snatch with me heheee ♥ Don't sad baby. Let go eat stingrays okays baby !?
After watching drama, i'm thinking back why did i fall for dearest ? Thinking back and now, it so amazing. From the point 3 years ago where we both will friends. Friends that weren't close, friends that i call out for movie sometime. I could just say that 3 years ago he just a guys that walk pass me in my life. Yet due to my 17 years old birthday and yet due to the a asshole that hurt me on that day of mine celebration. Due to that day, he began to notice me. But the notice because he started to pity me, because he pity me. He decided to make me smile everyday of mine life. Yes, i did. I'm smiling everyday, even during the times we quarrel. I'm crying but i'm happy cause you still with me.
Hey AngTengXiang, listen up. I love you, i can't live without you, i need you, i'm so depend on you, if one day you leave me i really don't know what to do. You are my inspiration, my support, my life, my love, my energy, my happiness, my oxygen, my brain, my everything.
♥ So Ang Teng Xiang, are you willing to accept me as your one and only girlfriend and your future wife ? Are you going to stay faithful, your love stay everlasting, you going stay beside me no matter i being ugly, i'm not the ideal girl in your mind ? Will your love stay un-fade and give me your heart, one whole heart ?
To me, i'm willing. I'm willing, even you gone missing from earth. I would always stay at the place where you leave me there, I would start there waiting for you to return to me. Return to me continue loving me and continue giving me the happy life that only have both of us where there no third party or no one can ever enter.
Kays, (: Laogong, i love you. Seriously i do, loving you with my heart is easy but please don't leave a scar on my heart. Please don't drop my heart off
See this guy here, he the man of my life. Ilovehim ♥
Back from singapore two days ago, busy plus lazy so keep on delaying my update. Changed my blogskin so decided not to lazy so just blog (: This time round my genting trip wasn't that good ! D: uhs, doesn't really like. Kays, just briefly say what happen. Small things like go toilet or what so ever
First day, can't sleep on bus -_- damn irritating the feeling. Freaking want to sleep yet just can't sleep. Kays, reach Genting around 3 am. Finally i'm tired, wanted to sleep but no room T.T Second day, woke up around 2 plus. Had a room over at First World (: Watched a movie with dearest, totally random :o Third day around 3-4am dearest's family reached :D Snatch bed -o- But nevermind :D 11 am had new room. A much bigger room ! Bunk room with dearest, sam sam and daoyong ! Share my bed with you know my froggy. Anyways i forget what i do on that day :x
Fourth day, went theme park. Yeahs, i spoil the day. Nevermind, doesn't wanted to say anything. Last day, long day spend in bus ! 7 hours. Kays, this time round i'm spoiled the whole trip. I get dishearted whenever i think of it. Fml seriously, in the first place thinking i can make both of us happy and be the happiest girl and him be the happiest yet. I spoil it, i destroy it, i make me eat back my own word. I created nothing good, imma such a bitch -.-
Kays lahs shall end here, nothing more to blog ): Anyways, i do have fun time but it not a lot. Just little.
Enjoying beach on my holiday, nahs guess is enjoying the cold air ♥
Hey beautiful and handsome (: I'm posting in the middle of the night cause afraid tomorrow have a rush day :x Yeahs, going off to genting with dearest first :D His parent will reach later ! Dar, iloveyou. But try to understand my feeling. When i say i miss my parent doesn't mean i doesn't want to go with you. No matter what, they are my parent. The one i love, the one i live with for 18 years of my life. I cried not because of what but because of you not understanding. I'm just telling you how i feel yet it become a burden !? You know how i felt ? Hahaaa, alright happy post okays !
Heheeeeee, going to genting with zinc again :D Yeahs, happy ttm ! Yeahs, i love you all nahs ^-^ Tomorrow, morning wakeup. Bath, i guess so !? Walk to dearest house, pack our things and off to netball :D Night, gonna take bus off to genting :D Guess will be reaching around 3-4am ?
I'm like the fat girl ): And only thru plastic then will be pretty, pathetic !
Felt so upset, low confidence kay perhaps not even low maybe none -_- Viewing, looking at other people photos. I'm like why they are so fair, why are they so pretty, why and why and why.. Zzz, I'm making myself emo-ing, i'm pushing myself to negative. But no matter how i just can't see my good point.
But anyways, thanks amos chiew :D ! You cheer me up althought i don't know you saying true or false lahs. But thanks, thanks for saying curly hair and long hair is also nice, tanned skins is better (: Too white like ghost haaaa. You make me laughs LOL, like ghost (:
Yeahs, went out with my brother and dearest. Completed my mini-project like hell today -_- 2 hours After finish up my mini-project, went off bused to town (: Went Scape and spend sometime in the arcade. Realise my darling turning more and more handsome one day. Scare that he will choose other girls. Low confidence T.T Hais ! He such an asshole ): I miss him ♥
Starting to love myself more, but what i hoped is you can show me your love ):
Hey(: Tummy isn't feeling well ! Recently felt my life wasn't in great form, why is it like this. Doesn't know why ): Depressed, i'm allowed to go Malaysia with dearest yet i doesn't seem to be happy but worrying about money and other things.
Isn't kinda of happy with my own life right now ? Somehow being in netball i felt happy and nice ♥ Realise this thing today, when a couple being together for long. Must prepare to cut down the amount of happiness and loveliness you are expecting. Laughs, perhaps not everyone bahs. Nighty !
I think i'm able to go genting with my dearest ♥ Oh yeahs ! Anyways seriously insecure feeling doesn't feel great.. ): I'm fucked flare up somehow, got phone now. What the use ? When my boyfriend is so obsessed with all his computer and gaming, shall just ask his computer become his girlfriend.
Just reserve the phone for easy contact bahs (: I'm so flicker-minded -o- Not good not good! Whatever lahs, true enough the first few month of relationship is sweetest. Now i only taste blandness ): Boo ~!
Oh yeahs, stayed home whole day. Catching up with all the old times movies (: My dearest boy is sleeping like log now, and again i can't wake him up with his current bloody motorola ):
Anyways i kinda love tying two ponytails but it somehow acting cute o.o But i'm cute anyways right, ♥ That why my baby love me so much, hehee :D