Aha! Life was kinda in a mess, holidays coming but i'm seem to be in holiday mood already(: Genting trip with boyfriend and his lovely family is what i waiting for ♥ I'm afraid, scare, fear. My father doesn't allow for this time round ): I want to spend fruitful time with my dearest, samsam, zinc and his family ! :D
Just scolded my brother -_- i'm guilty now, damn it what all this sia uhs! Kays, i love my brother a lot. He precious to me like a jewel ! Whatever uhs, off to watch tv now ! ^-^
Okays, my life is like use to be peaceful then suddenly storm came pouring
Booo, today is sucha short day nehs T.T Slept at around 7 this morning, waking up at 2 in the afternoon (-.-!) After waking up, damn i was like wondering whether to follow my parent go out or i should just choose to find my dearest boyfriend. Alright, admitting today i was in a foul mood )': Doesn't have any good mood, it good that today end fast yeahs ? Laughs, haven complete my Mini project -_- damn it, i'm like a fucktard ! Gonna change course ! Pray hard i'm able to do so.
Anyways, tried to play World of Warcraft just now (: Kinda of fun, but the controlling it like freaking hard. Gosh, i'm like freaking un-normal !? I haven been going out for at least 3 weeks, zomg. Now kinda of not looking forward to genting, sian into half. !
I'm pretty i know, but how to stay happy everytime ?
Heyhey, updating my blog now at dearest's house, he had new computer >:/ Yesterday had my netball training ! Wahahahaaa, had so much fun :'D Recently didn't do anything much )': My life is kinda of simple and peace . Stressing myself to give a decision of changing my course or not !? Tourism ♥ But some how i keep feeling i wanna to go sentosa and take pictures )': But i feel i deoesn't want, bullshyt ! Alright, end here ! Bye, readers now. *Wave hard !
Smile smile, dearest when we going to take picture ?
Hair so ugly, my course damn ... )': Sad ttm ! LOL! Kinda of enjoying life with dearest everyday, it like my holiday mood is here ! Heard Cheong told dearest that i'm able to change course to higher nitec ! ^-^ Happy sia uhs ! Ohmygod, my tourism course, my service course. The heart of my career ! ♥ Zomg, dead -_- I doesn't feel like doing anything . LOL! Slacking my life off till i find some goal in my life? Currently like only one goal ? Going to genting with my dearest and his lovely family ♥ oh yeahs ! ^-^
Zomg, my hair look so freaking ugly now ! )': (laoqonq: i love my laopo current hairstyle ;D iloveit!)
Guilty, always not at home )': Brother going for camping tomorrow, haaa ! His first camping. But i can't afford not spend a day without him T.T Okays, end post here :D I missing my dearest much even he just beside me now !
Finally done my blogskin, later i go home change dearest's blog also (: Heee, i'm so suffering right now )': I don't like the pain, damn it. But i just counted if today 20 May, it finish by 26 May ): Then i think the time went i go genting it won't come.
So looking forward to going genting with dearest and his family :D Dearest, i love you ♥
Wednesday, 18 May 2011 : Had my netball finals (: Won the fourth and Team 1 won third place ! So happy got medal lehs ^.^ At night went Marina Bay Sand to have dinner with dearest's family ! Haaa, okays lahs. Shall stop updating here (:
Dearest baby laogong(: Bring me out on friday, saturday or sunday okays ? If not i give you stupid face!
Seriously fucked up sia )': Cause me feel tired yet can't sleep ! Adult being like this freaking ... (Lost for words) Nevermind, shall have some good time during the weekend with my dearest.
College West Netball Team 2, awww i love playing netball with them lahs ♥
Yesterday had Inter-college Netball Compeition (: Had fun, but thinking back i guess i had created good memories with my teams ! Dearest team let play hard for our match on next wednesday okays? (:
Plenty of unhappy things happen yesterday, really not my day seriously )': Yet it alright, everyday will be a new start ! Dearest seem to doesn't like my grumps so shalln't grumps to him since he doesn't like.. )': Hais, hide to myself he will say my fault. Grumps to him, he will say i adding stress to him. So What you really want me to do ? Just stay quiet and pretend nothing have happen and pretend to "Smile" ? I don't know, tell me if you have the answer can ? I'm sorry dearest.
I believe i have the boyfriend that love me yet he cares for him games and things then me only (-_-) ..
Happy 15th months dearest (: You this slow poke, i waited for 2 years for your love. Yes, i admit i cried a lot in this relationship yet my feeling never once fade.
Today morning went class and went for netball in the afternoon (: Night, dearest came to pick me up. Went bukit panjang plaza to return my book, then bused 190 to lot 1 . Watched Thor, okays he damn handsome one awww ~! Yet i still think my boyfriend and future husband is the best (:
Now i feel like going out to take pictures ♥ with my dearest. I shouldn't be selfish, shouldn't be sucha bitch. But do you know how i feel, everytime fight blaming me for everything knowing i'm being unreasonable, being a retard starting the fight. How much i like to end my life and stop my nonsense. I blame myself hard by torturing myself, treating myself badly. My heart feel hurt, hurting for 4 days infacts. Hurt till my tears doesn't want to stop... Haaa, whatever. No sad stuff ! I just love my dearest, that all ♥ Okays, end blogging now. Shall call my dearest and talk to him ! :D
Plan to blog yesterday, was freaking beat down by the headache i'm having. Yesterday, had a friendly match at kallang netball court. Half-way thru, it rains T.T So i was like hack care, playing under the rain till i had a bad headache, i was giddy and felt like vomitting )': Went home striaght away sleep T.T till this morning.
Kays, have fun with meijin. Thanks, lucky have you with me yesterday if not i cry till i die also no one know )': Done now having school (: