Jasmine Lim Tze Huan, ♥ AngTengXiang
Eighteen, SixteenJanuary
SixFebruary2010, One.Year Four.Month

: Dearest Hubby February Six Meijin Zinc Daz Jack
: Amy Esther Justine Joel Jiazheng Karine TeckLee

My love will never end ♥ !


Hey, went out to study with dearest at vivo city, Page One ♥!
The view and atmospheric is so good there, oh how i love vivo and sentosa (:
Heee, i love my dearest a lot yeahs ! Forever staying with him ♥
okays, i'm rewatching titanic! heheee :D ♥ handsome, lovely ohmygod wordless my best movie !

Alright end here, loveyou :D

Can i have all these time again ? Get well soon )': You are making me suffer when you feel pain


I'm tired and flareup about my life !
I'm sick and giddy, yet i doesn't feel like getting well. Continue eating junk food.
I'm at home now, yet i suppose to be at class in a ite.
Kays, i don't like people looking at me when i'm wearing polo with ite logo ! Maybe i'm being paranoid.
Whatever, i'm going for netball later on !

Heeee, just get back from padang >:( Tired to the max okays!
Had friendly match today ^-^ I had fun although they will strong )':
Laughing together with my lovely sisters, gugu and ahbu ! ♥

Dearest, thanks for staying there waiting for me ♥ I felt being so like princess to you.
Yet i doesn't like you being alone, sorry! I'm being selfish )':
Iloveyous, sorry i'm realy worry about you.
Worry till i thought my heart was going to stop. Worry till my temper come out )':
Dearest, you can scold me but take care of yourself will you ? Sigh T.T
You can't take care of your own body then nevertheless say want to take care of me, cause i have much more !
My heart felt the worry, felt the heart pain. )': Now thinking maybe just now jump stair if i fall down the stair how great )':
Everytime see your infection wounds, my heart hurt, and think and get worry more and more you know ! -_-

okays okays, off to sleep le yeahs (:
Before you going to scold me, while now you can don't care me and play tekken )':
When reach gaming, yours completion of game came first and not ending halfway for me and accompany me.
Nevermind got use to it ^-^ A good thing to get use when having a gamer boyfriend (:
Hahaa, i love you dummy NOOB !

Envy this couple, they had good life. Pretty and handsome, FML ): !
They are too near the perfection )': I want their life too man, their love is so sweet nahs.
And Christopher Lee is so hot and mature in this outfit nahs ♥




Good life today ? Yet i'm feel so tired T.T
Today in school reading my old blog post, yeahs. Time with genting with dearest is so short and fun (:
I want to play the roller coaster with you again, having my face red.
I want to play the theme park with you again and again.
I want to go see dinosaurs (:
I want to share a ice-cream with you (:
I want to midnight go out to lan with you ^-^
I want to go shopping with you, but don't i touch what you buy what .
I want to take pictures with you, with the weird mirrors :D
Eating tea egg for the three days (: Having you shelling for me ♥
Walking around in the cold air with you around warming me up.
Falling asleep on your shoulder while waiting for a 3D show, the line is long man !
I want you to care for me, because during that time i felt there you the only one i can depend on.
You the only one that for me, but maybe back in singapore i had my own family i'm won't be feel this much.
Yet i don't want to walking around alone. Looking at all couple, get warm from each other. While i'm cold T.T
I felt so lonely very, perhaps i'm not in singapore that time. I fear for that feeling. Don't let me feel it again promise me? Why doesn't you want to let me that time.

Hahaaa ^-^ i still have chance. My love life aren't that bad, but think back i'm like lacking of love T.T
Give me more love can dearest ? :D ♥
Tomorrow having netball friendly match at city hall (: Excited for it mans !
After that going to walk around with my dearest love !
He gonna watch me play, wait for me ♥ Thanks, once i think of this i felt love !
I love today, do you know.
I love playing with you like this.
I love laughing with you like this.
I love you loving my like this.
I love you caring for me like this.
I love you thinking for me like this.
I love being with you alone, and having you for myself only.
Fuck those want to snatch ! Go aways(: All his time is mine yeah ?
And now trying to call him, his phone can't reach. Aww, booo )':

Okays, i love him so deep and miss him so badly. I guess i would die when he left me or he say he doesn't love me.
I'm feel insecure because i'm loving you too much, i fear for you leaving me !

Indeed a girl is pretty only when she in love and with ton of love ♥


Changed my blogskin, changed my blog songs too ^-^
Wake early today and went over to find dearest ! Tired but today was better.
Guess it really true that when everything came to money, everything you say get really sensitive. I believe it now.
Do you know sometime when a guy say something about a girl. That girl will blame even harder and even felt disgusted of it own action.
I'm feeling it this way T.T ! Heart got torn up and try to force it back in to one full piece.
Yet i'm alright (: i know clearly, only scare you will love me lesser. Will you ?

Today went marina square for my movie, A chinese ghost story (: Touching, aww love the love story a lot.
Thought of going to re-watch the drama again (:
My face is oily and has pimple )': And the best of all is i run out of my facial wash -_-

Looking forward to tuesday :D Dearest is going with me to padang for my netball ♥
He going to be my nanny and take care of everything!
Dearest, how i'm going say out that how much i really love you with my heart and mind!?
How much i love acting weak infront of you letting you sayang me.
How much i love buzzing around you.
How much i love beating you, letting you notice me.
How much i love you bringing me go out.
And i love everything and every moments with you ♥ !
Do you know why once in awhile we have something bad happening ? Cause it god that want to see us get through all obstacle and carry on living a happy life in the end !

Alright going stop here ♥ I'm gonna to call you and talk love :p

Jealous of me, cause i have a boyfriend that love me yeahs ♥


Been so long ever since i updated my blog ?
Alright, got to admit this period of time i lost my interest of updating blog !?
Perhaps today finding new blogskin for mine and dearest boy's blog ^-^ i had idea what will be the design of my next skin(:
Thought of sharing a blog with dearest boy, a public blog (: ! Hehee ♥ come on let feel the love we had LOL!

Today had swimming in the morning, i'm bloody felt like sleeping after that. Then had netball -_- Die!
Netball was fun ^-^ Haaa, damn why wasn't the netball training session to be longer.
Anyways, thought of finding dearest after my training. But i have way too much things and too tired ): Yet he this dumbdumb accuse me why never fetch me then cannot go find him.
That when i reach home and happily call him wanted to talk to him uhs . But he destroy it for a short time.

Ohya, suddenly remember today in school just realise something )': Shag all the way to the max when i know about it !
Alright, tomorrow Good Friday, yay ! -_- ? I felt like going vivo again? LOL, i'm like never sick of vivo one lohs.
Gosh, i should just live there. If i ever can lah ^-^
heheee, alright alright! Shall not update more le :D hehee ♥

Dearest, the guy i love. The guy i would ever want to marry to ♥


Had a lovely day, felt much love today (:
Dearest laogong, promise me bring me out at least one time a week okays ?

Today early in the morning wake up bathe and do all the necessary things.
Walk over to dearest's house ^-^ He still sleep like usual . Hugged him when he sleep ♥

Apologize, today i am abit tired so won't be posting too long )': A short one i guess?
Watched Ultimate Winner, 赢家. Had a good laugh over it :D
Before that walked around vivo, played acarade and walked all the shops !
My greatest joy of today, i brought a frog pen ♥ ! Like finally been finding it since last year ?
I'm getting a frog ring next (: Yeahs, time to search round singapore for the things i want (:

Thinking of getting a stable job for now ? Whatever it will be as long as not a waiter job can le >:/
I don't like waiter, like ... ? Nevermind, im not picky. I just have a choice over my career.
Talked on bus all the with dearest, talked about our future. Planning about married and after married life *shy(:
I know it too fast, i'm only eighteen now. Okays, i wasn't young. I doesn't want old old then get married maybe starting to save money now for my future ?
Wait for dearest for 4 years ? I'm like around eighteen + four years will be Tewnty-two year old ^-^
A best age to get married and enjoy our couple life together ?

hahaa, i'm dreaming and planning now. Can't wait, i know by then i will feel stress but being with you all this, small case (:
Alright, i'm off to sleep. Yet before sleeping (: Gonna call dearest and talk to him for a few hours ?

I'm learning how to go past sadness and walk toward my happiness :D


Happy day (: Recently been coming to school, i very guai okays ^-^
Yesterday wasn't feeling well, keep feel like vomitting )': Totally xinku ttm, slight fever.

Today had P.E and im having swimming lesson next week (: Gosh, bless me no period during that time T.T
Now having internetworking lesson and im aren't listening to it )': Bored, yet i'm looking blankly at my cousin profile.
Missed him every minutes and second. Ever since you leave, i never once forget about you cousin.
Admit from young i grow liking you, you are the one helped me to look for job. You are the one that took care of me. Brought me sushi when i didn't eat anything )': Brought Mac fries for me, but all these turn out nothing le.
Who could take care of me like you during working? None i guess, my heart hurt, my eye flooded with tears. Hoped none of it is real. Yet i have already accepted you can't return.
You let me understand, treasure people around. I starting to love people around me, yet i regretted why didn't have asked for more time spend with you. )':
Now only hope to know, how are you and where are you and are you doing well now ?

Okays, getting too emotional in school ? I'm in a good mood (:
Later gonna spend some time with dearest ♥ hehee!
Laogong, bring me go out again okays? :D Felt like changing my blogskin as the same in our couple blog !
Guess will go home and change it ? muhahahaaa, i missing my dearest hubby lehs !

Can we stay this happy for long ? Im scare we can't.. The reason not i isn't want you, yet is you doesn't want me anymore


Kays recently i wasn't in any mood to update my blog ?
Today just update a short one yeah ? hahaa.

Today supposedly to be very happy, yet things becoming like that.
Now i don't even know what to update. My heart hurt badly and ofcourse my mind.
Whenever you start saying it, have you ever think of my feeling ?
Why i keep asking you go sleep ? Why i doesn't want to talk to you? Have you ever think of it ?
I doesn't know, but i hoped you have. Hoped you have thought of what i really felt..
How im feeling now, i felt so bad.
What happen today, make me realise my fear. I fear of losing you, cause...

Nevermind, i wasn't in the mood for post.
And amos thanks for today (: Remind me of the feeling in secondary ^-^

So hurtful and painful, i can't take it ... Why aren't you trying to cheer me up... Why did you back off...
why ............. why are you killing my hope for you ........... why, i doesn't blame you for cause me into ite.........
Felt so much like leaving you and die. Do you know ....

Shall head off to sleep now


Sorry for such a emo, moody and sad post uhs )':
Shall not feel so sad, i felt better cause the fever in me is torturing myself in some way.
After going out with amos, bused 184. Walked so fast even ran up the stair because i just want to see you faster.. Yet im still scare wondering your mother would be angry a not.
It got to your house, my worries got spot on. I felt scare .... yet you just tell me i send you home.
You should know im starting to scare about, you should... but why didn't you do something.
You know when i reach your house i want to talk to you, want to show you video and thought of asking you go plaza with me. Cause i want to buy somethings.

Yet till now all you say is asking me to leave you.. I don't want to leave you, i still want to have happy time with you ...
Stop asking me to leave you i doesn't want. I still want to be with you.
The pain now is even more unbearable i feel like boiling and water and pour the water over me to kill the pain....
Why can't you say something to make me settle down..
As long as i still love you, my hope won't die. I say it because i want you to secure me. yet you say leave you, forget you.
What an heartless guy you are... my pain is adding on because you just say it do you know that ...

I love this photos a lot ♥ Seeing it felt like you love me a lot


Actually my mood was average yet got spoil -_- damn ...
Nevermind, talking to you on phone is adding worried to me. Worried when you going to hang the phone up when i doesn't want..

Stayed at home whole day, i didn't really sleep well so i wake up because of the nightmare and sleep for 2 times.
After the second time waking up i slept all the way to 1pm plus in the afternoon.
Wake up knowing it 清明节 )':
Remembering those people that gather together to go Lim Chu Kang, some of them aren't around.
Bitterness strike directly into my heart and mind )':

Watched finish princess hour in one day (: Pro me, hahaa.
Kays tomorrow got netball, 7am must wake up )': Cries, coach say must eat breakfast yet who ever want to buy for me .Nevermind, the thought of seven round tomorrow i feel like fainting LOL !
I miss laogong ♥

Hehee, kays a bit no mood to update uhs? So Iwill just brieftly update
Anyway today went out with amos and Afiq. Two gays, hahaa. My .
best buddy and best brother
Went bangkit town concil to book the bbq for this friday.
after that went plaza sing with them (:

Hahaa, had burger king then arcade.
this type of outing make me think of my secondary life.
Played 3 hours of lan with them ^_^

Kays, after that bused back to panjang and go find dearest.
hahaaa.. LOL..
I enjoy spending time with him yet I don't really like how we spend time together.
haaa, yes I love him. I should be happy as long as he spending time with me.
okays, shall not complain anymore things. Guess this is good enough already.
always better than him leaving me. Lol, I aren't sad or what.
dearest thanks for making me happy, thanks for not leaving me.
I love you.

You're forever my first love and last love. Without you there no happiness




Heyhey !
Alright wake up late, i was so tired today )': Cut short everything cause i'm really bloody tired
Today went jurong east swimming with dearest, zinc, samsam and daoyong (:
Fun day uhs, in the end was cold and tired >.< And gotten a few cuts on my leg and hand )':

Had KFC for my dinner it filling and i fucking gain one kg after that "_"
Anyways, dearest baby takecare of your own eyes can ?
I'm scare and worried at the same time, everytime when you feel sick or pain )':

♥ My heart beat for you, pump for you!


Haaahaaa, had a good day today too ^-^
Had a bad bad dream, doesn't really like. Cause it all about ghost "_"
I love playing with dearest that way, i'm being so greedy everything also want.
Morning, waited for ryan, eric, lucky&xueqi, Jecelyn.
Bused to habour front, went Food Junction for lunch. Hehee, was damn full cans?
Company ryanchewing to Toy R Post for his lighter, damn it $10 for one lighter. I can get a new shirt or what T.T

Anyways after that trained to marina bay mrt, i was freaking hot and tired standing under the sun with no fcuking bus stopping.
Walked to the bus stop further and manage to get the barrage shuttle bus (:
The weather was bloody hot, everyone was bloody thirsty. All rush for water cooler and toilet. LOL!
For me was water cooler cause i was damn freaking thirsty and tired >.<
Walked and taking of photos around ^-^ Great day for pinic, families out there was enjoying flying kite, sitting down chitchatting.

After everything took bus but we overshot the stop we suppose to get off and landed somewhere in raffles? Near Tanjong Katong Mrt?
Saw a caterpillar, bloody disgusted. Was shivering from it, eew ~!
Bused back to Marina Square, went for it arcade. Dearest went for tekken5 and lucky went for Midnight maximum tune.
Own dearest in tekken ^-^ Heees, i'm pro aren't me ? I know i'm okays ! Kay enough of self-praising.
Kays dinner at long john silver, bused to dearest's home.
Dearest fall asleep as fast as he changes and lying on bed -_- God, walked home alone with dearest phone before that was talking a lot things with zinc (:
Love the talk alright!? Leaving dearest's house he call me to chat on his phone :D
Alright, i felt my eye is so heavy and about to close and it freaking 3am in the morning now!
Going offline and sleep, haven been getting enough sleeping these few days )': Tomorrow going to swimming with dearest, zinc, samsam and daoyong :p

♥ Can we live happily ever after ?


Hee, today is friday. The day where we fool each other (:
Kays, thought of being careful on today yet still got fool by Jovin -_- Damn it !
Whatever, went to school too early "_" I thought i was late and i'm stupid enough to rush out. Zzz
Six rounds around the track in the hall, that is 2.4KM divided by 10 then multiple by 6 -_-

Today training I'm like super active yet i keep on thinking about next week the seven rounds .
Haaaa, after training. Went to bus stop, yet suddenly remember ryan waiting for me in lrt ?
So rush to lrt, saw him there LOL! trained to bukitpanjang station (:
After went to dearest's house with ryan, so fun ^-^ Went bukitpanjang plaza for pizza hut and cake !
Went up daoyong's house and scare him at his house kitchen. Seriously all of us deeply hoped you enjoyed it (:
Watched Vampire Suck over there, went back dearest's house with dearest, zinc and samsam.

Overnight at dearest's house. I felt so love, yet the time is like so short only ?
I love spending night time with dearest ♥ Yet the time is passing so fast so fast T.T

Designer: Jasmine Lim :D
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